I go to college and have some great friends on my course. I'm lucky to have that. At the start of the year it was about 12 boys and one girl. Everything was fine then because the girl was a lot older than most of us boys. Now we're down to about 8 of us and 2 of them are girls thanks to some people switching courses and a new girl arriving.
Everyone was looking forward to the new girl starting (some for better reasons than others). I didn't really think about that because I've never really had a long term relationship. So the day comes when she arrives. "Wow she's hot" says Chris, one of my college friends. "Dibs" I say jokingly-I never really have confidence when it comes to pretty girls- so I didn't mean it. The day goes by and everyone does the awkward introductions and asks her general questions to get her involved. She seems really nice.
About a month passes and she's reasonably settled in. I'm still not think about anything with her except making her a part of the group as I know it can be hard to come in late to something new. I try to be a gentleman. Now my friend Ben has a little "get in their" nudge as we get on quite well.
However it's not until recently that I have even thought about trying anything with her (it's been 3 months since she's joined). But I think she likes Ben more than me. They both live quite close to each other and get the same bus. He is also probably funnier than me. I sometimes get awkward around girls and don't feel she's completely comfortable around everyone yet. But it seems she likes me and Ben the most.
You can probably guess where this is going, right? She's a pretty girl and she's single. We're both teenagers and she's the only girl in the group apart from the older girl. I think we are both trying to get her to like us the most however neither of us will admit it. It's causing tension in the group. I don't like it but I really like her.
What do I do?
Sunday, 22 December 2013
Never felt this way before
I have developed a celebrity crush- more like an obsession actually- with tennis player Laura Robson. She is literally the definition of perfect. Although I know I will probably never even meet her, I have still had feelings for her for a couple of years! I've never felt this way about anyone before. I can't stop thinking about her, I check her Twitter page at least twice a day and look at her instagram before going to bed. (Not in that way guys!) I just love seeing her smile. My favourite being the video of the waterfalls where she smiles at the end. It blows me away every time I see it. She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen.
I'm in love with her.
Laura- if you ever read this I just want you to know if you are ever lonely or unhappy there is ALWAYS someone thinking about you. Win or lose you will never let me down. Cookiemonster11
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